Mein aur meri Awaargi

Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi

har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi

Sirf baar pehli khaas thi, aayi jab tum meri Zindaagi

har mod par sajda kiya, woh thi khuda ki bandagi

Nazroon ne teri meri rooh ko chua aur chod di meine saadgi

aagaaz phir mohobaat ka hua aur chalne lagi meri zindaagi

Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi

har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi

Phir mod ek ajeeb sa lekar humein yun mud gaya

Tera haath chuta saath chuta aur reh gayi sirf bechaargi

Har taraf sub veeran tha ek garam tave par boond sa

sab mil gaya tha khaak mein aisi thi woh naraazgi

Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi

har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi

Jaaga achanak neend se aur dekha naye chehron ko paas

Kaale aasma pe jaise kuch safaid lakeere udaas

thaam li meine bhi badkar ek ungli udhaar ki

Khudna shuru ho gayi woh kabr banegi kal jo mazaar bhi

Masroofiyat ka daur tha khud ko na kuch hosh tha

badhta raha mera kaafila aur dooriya bhi badh gayi

gaflat mein teri fanaah hue jaane hi kitne chiraag

mey ki botal cigarette ka dhuan lagne laga tha jab azeez

chahta dil jo jeetna woh armaano ki ek jung thi

Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi

har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi

Har baar ek aagosh mein yeh soch kar mein kho gaya

shayad mein paajaun tujhe yeh naseeb ho jaye khuda

jid yeh meri lekar ke aayi jis jagah e doston

Mumkin na tha phir lautna jab maut ne aagaaz ki

Dariya tha mere paas lekin pyaas se hi mein mar gaya

Masroof tum apno mein thi yeh soch kar ki mein kidhar gaya

bus khushi thi mujhe tere ek aabaad hone ki

naam bhi benaam hua, khatm hui meri aawargi

Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi

har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi

Written by Vaibhav Maitreya