Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi
har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi
Sirf baar pehli khaas thi, aayi jab tum meri Zindaagi
har mod par sajda kiya, woh thi khuda ki bandagi
Nazroon ne teri meri rooh ko chua aur chod di meine saadgi
aagaaz phir mohobaat ka hua aur chalne lagi meri zindaagi
Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi
har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi
Phir mod ek ajeeb sa lekar humein yun mud gaya
Tera haath chuta saath chuta aur reh gayi sirf bechaargi
Har taraf sub veeran tha ek garam tave par boond sa
sab mil gaya tha khaak mein aisi thi woh naraazgi
Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi
har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi
Jaaga achanak neend se aur dekha naye chehron ko paas
Kaale aasma pe jaise kuch safaid lakeere udaas
thaam li meine bhi badkar ek ungli udhaar ki
Khudna shuru ho gayi woh kabr banegi kal jo mazaar bhi
Masroofiyat ka daur tha khud ko na kuch hosh tha
badhta raha mera kaafila aur dooriya bhi badh gayi
gaflat mein teri fanaah hue jaane hi kitne chiraag
mey ki botal cigarette ka dhuan lagne laga tha jab azeez
chahta dil jo jeetna woh armaano ki ek jung thi
Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi
har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi
Har baar ek aagosh mein yeh soch kar mein kho gaya
shayad mein paajaun tujhe yeh naseeb ho jaye khuda
jid yeh meri lekar ke aayi jis jagah e doston
Mumkin na tha phir lautna jab maut ne aagaaz ki
Dariya tha mere paas lekin pyaas se hi mein mar gaya
Masroof tum apno mein thi yeh soch kar ki mein kidhar gaya
bus khushi thi mujhe tere ek aabaad hone ki
naam bhi benaam hua, khatm hui meri aawargi
Yeh ehsaas kuch khaas tha ya thi meri deewangi
har waqt tujhe dhunda kiye, mein aur meri awaargi
Written by Vaibhav Maitreya
